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intro: younger 01:37
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Back when I was younger I felt more stronger Living with no fear Now I wish I could disappear
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sad b!tch 02:02
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You keep on telling me, to keep on smiling But I feel like losing, to life: am I failing? I’m a sad bitch, nothing heal this Sad, sad bitch, come heal this I’m a sad bitch, nothing heal this Sad, sad bitch, come heal this Easier said than done The devil fucking won Easier said than done The devil fucking won
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can't escape 01:42
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I always feel so dead, I know it’s inside my head Watch the darkness fold, my mind in two I can’t focus on the positivity, can’t do simple activity The wave of sadness roll right into me Crashing down hard on my body I can feel the darkness crawling into my mind I swear to God light please don’t leave me behind I’m trying to run but the devil’s got me I can’t escape out of this reality
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don't freak out 03:16
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I can’t breathe and sit still I have no self control When it comes to emotions And doing anything right Try to help me if you want to But my mind stops my body From trying to get better And doing anything right I just wanna be able to live my life As fucking normal as I was before Can’t you see that I’m working it out? Trying not to always freak out x2 Trying not to always freak out Trying not to always freak out I’m sorry if I ignore you It’s really nothing personal My mind starts to wander It hates doing anything right I just wanna be able to live my life As fucking normal as I was before Can’t you see that I’m working it out? Trying not to always freak out I just wanna be able to live my life As fucking normal as I was before Can’t you see that I’m working it out? Trying not to always freak out
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lemme breathe (freestyle) 01:32
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Before I go Ima keep it simple Don’t wanna go on and on But I kinda wanna be alone Got so many emotions Don’t know where to start I wanna die, no, I’m not okay I wanna cry every fucking day Yes I try to keep my mind at ease But the fucking devil keeps bringing me down to his knees I know I shouldn’t let him but he keeps pushing down harder and harder, fuck I can’t breathe can I get a minute please? I’m so lightheaded, tight chested, little overheated, flustered and anxious So depressed i can barely see So please so please I beg you to just lemme breathe I need a break from society It’s killing me, it’s killing me
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help me, save me 02:15
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My tears are dry now Don’t know what to feel now Please calm me somehow You fucking took a vow Tell me what it’s like to be happy all the time I wanna know what it feels like to not be anxious all the time Can you help me? Can you save me? Tell me it’ll pass away Can you help me? Can you save me? It’ll never see the day It takes over me Never lets me breathe Never lets me sleep Never lets me do what i please My tears are dry now Don’t know what to feel now Please calm me somehow You fucking took a vow Can never stay in control, it takes over my soul Can you help me? Can you save me? Tell me it’ll pass away Can you help me? Can you save me? It’ll never see the day It takes over me Never lets me breathe Never lets me sleep Never lets me do what i please
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not alone 03:30
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Didn't choose to grow up, in a world that's so cold Everyone's unique, they all should be told! But no, so much labels go around and round Nobody's the same, don't say you're lame You're not a freak, you're still a human being Just has some different tastes, doesn't mean you're worthless It's hard being here, here being difficult Just know... you're not alone You’re not alone Just know... you're not alone Take a stand, take a bow You're in it, 'til the end Work hard, stay strong Be yourself, 'til the end It's hard being here, here being difficult Just know... you're not alone You’re not alone Just know... you're not alone Fight, fight, fight, they keep telling me I fucking know! I’m not alone, but I feel it, I fucking feel it
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vibe 03:50
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Just don’t kill my vibe Been working overtime Don’t need no dimes Just doing what i like Putting my mask on Every day and every night Don’t worry about time I’ll be alright I’m doing what I like Don’t need no one’s help Ima keep going up, until I lose myself Fuck you, I don’t need you Doing what I love Just don’t kill, my vibe Got so many memories Gotta make these melodies Don’t show me jealousy It’s not a felony to make what I want Not sticking to charts Fuck all the numbers and fuck all the haters I’m doing what I like Don’t need no one’s help Ima keep going up, until I lose myself Fuck you, I don’t need you Doing what I love Just don’t kill, my vibe I’m doing what I like Don’t need no one’s help Ima keep going up, until I lose myself Fuck you, I don’t need you Doing what I love Just don’t kill, my vibe I’m doing what I like Don’t need no one’s help Ima keep going up, until I lose myself Fuck you, I don’t need you Doing what I love Just don’t kill, my vibe
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drift 03:05
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I wish we never did this Lights out I feel that you’re gone Lights out I know that you’re gone Don’t throw me out into the trash Don’t leave me now, i’m so attached Wish you and I were fine But we didn’t age like wine You bought me down Felt like I would drown Wish we never laid back, kicked back Now I’m out here, alone, in the cold And I wish you we never talked, at all And now I’m out here alone, in the dark Thinking how did we Thinking how did we Drift, drift, drift Drift, drift, drift (How did we?)
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outro: grounding 01:30
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Ground yourself Look at the ground Listen to noises Focus on smells Breathe slowly In and out Close your eyes Let your breath out

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released July 4, 2021

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